This comes from a reflection I offered our community recently. It has been a source of deep communion in my own heart and I wanted to share it wider.
“Go pray about that, and you will find your answer.” The Yoda like response from every Sunday School teacher I ever had. The favorite catch phrase at the end of countless sermons I have ever heard. Yet, when up against a wall with no clue which way to turn, many find themselves in this place on their faces begging God for a clue.
And then there’s silence.
What do you do with the silence of Christ?
I was meditating on the passage in John 1.35-39. Jesus is simply walking back to the place he was staying. Two of John’s comrades saw Jesus and just started walking behind him. Jesus invited them to come check out the place he was staying and that was it. Insignificant story? Not even close.
They walked away from the pinnacle of a ministry career. John is baptizing the crowds. They got to play in THAT playground. They hit the big time! But somehow they knew the glamor there was NOTHING of what being with Jesus would bring. But in that space, Jesus didn’t answer the hard questions about their purpose for existence. I imagine he took them back and made them a cup of coffee. They chilled together. Maybe they even raced back to the house (you know, ‘cus Jesus was such a jokester like that).
I have sensed in the last month that prayer is far too often us going and looking for solutions to our problems only to be greeted by a warm cup of coffee in the place Jesus is sleeping that night. No answers. Just that big goofy Jesus grin pouring us a warm treat. Perhaps the silence of Jesus is the invitation to peace in the storm. The answer of “what do I do now with my life” is answered by “Chill. Sit here and let’s linger for a bit. In time, and in stride you will see.”
This is no excuse to stop working and following leads. God brings those things our ways and we must pursue those options. But He’s extending a hand of peace and solitude in the midst of the chaos of our bigger questions. Linger in that space and feel that pleasure while you go. After all, when it’s all said and done, every knee will be bowing at his feet in any case.